fashion and us ;)

ohh babeh!

this is my beloved mataer! ferdaus! this picture edited by my self ;)

 i knw its not perfect enough -.-

but i least i've tried :P

HAHAH

 and yeahhh! its me! 

with my ornge HAIR!

ilove my hair so muchh! heheh xD

and this is us!

btw... i dnt knw why this picture is like this -.-''

yea btw~

both of us is into a same thing!

and that is FASHION!

omg!

we love fashion!

but he more into to hair stylish ;)

and me? more to clothes!

ohhh~ what a great!

that is the thing that i've like about him~

hes not same like another guy that still stay in a BOX!

-.- duhh~ now is 20 centuries!

so get out from a stupid box pleasee ;)

ehm~

sometimes we shared our own opinion with each other about fashion ;)

and guess what?

we are into a same part of fashion too! OMG!

LOL~

but whatever it is... i love him not just because he love fashion or bla bla bla ;)

but i love him because of him self ;)

for who he is ;)

my lil' annoy boy ;)

iloveyousomuch!

will you marry me?

ferdaus, did you see this picture?

i want you and me be like this~

im really hope that our relation will last long even my heart says its will never happen..

will you marry me ferdaus?

will you bring me the happiness?

will you take care of me for a whole life?

will you love me till death?

i dnt knw...

everything is on you and god hands ;)

but what i knw is,, i will love you!

and will always love you ;)

dear blog!

ferdaus, he is the best thing ever happen in my life.

now, both of us are not okay like before,,,

but im really hope that we're gonna okay soon!

cuz, im going back to KL this weekend!

and i will never can meet him, hugs and kiss him!

OMG!

i knw imma week without him by my side~

i really hope, that soon as possible, i can stay with him in KL..

i really dont want to loose him!

we're LOST!

`

hmmm~

i cant lie to my self that im reallyinto him!

i do love him so much!

i cant even lost him!

he is my soul~

just, i dnt knw..

why this lately both of us seems something not right~

i can see that he'd changed!

i meant, all of time he never said anything about break up of etc..

but now, its like a simple words to him...

like wanna leave me or something...

for god sake, i need the old him!

im so fucking hopeless...

theres nothing on my mind~

what i can do is,, just pray~

6 day more!

6 days to go and im gonna leave him :(

oh my lord... 

the feels only god knows...

seriously, i have no life without him by my side...

i just want him to be on my side!

i will try my best to make him stay with me always...

i will try make our relation happy enough even far...

i love him so much!

he's my breath!

he's my world!

he's my happiness!

may god let us be together no matter what!

i promise!

after i get my goals i will marry you bii!

i will~ ;))
may god bless us~