fashion and us ;)

ohh babeh!

this is my beloved mataer! ferdaus! this picture edited by my self ;)

 i knw its not perfect enough -.-

but i least i've tried :P

HAHAH

 and yeahhh! its me! 

with my ornge HAIR!

ilove my hair so muchh! heheh xD

and this is us!

btw... i dnt knw why this picture is like this -.-''

yea btw~

both of us is into a same thing!

and that is FASHION!

omg!

we love fashion!

but he more into to hair stylish ;)

and me? more to clothes!

ohhh~ what a great!

that is the thing that i've like about him~

hes not same like another guy that still stay in a BOX!

-.- duhh~ now is 20 centuries!

so get out from a stupid box pleasee ;)

ehm~

sometimes we shared our own opinion with each other about fashion ;)

and guess what?

we are into a same part of fashion too! OMG!

LOL~

but whatever it is... i love him not just because he love fashion or bla bla bla ;)

but i love him because of him self ;)

for who he is ;)

my lil' annoy boy ;)

iloveyousomuch!

will you marry me?

ferdaus, did you see this picture?

i want you and me be like this~

im really hope that our relation will last long even my heart says its will never happen..

will you marry me ferdaus?

will you bring me the happiness?

will you take care of me for a whole life?

will you love me till death?

i dnt knw...

everything is on you and god hands ;)

but what i knw is,, i will love you!

and will always love you ;)

dear blog!

ferdaus, he is the best thing ever happen in my life.

now, both of us are not okay like before,,,

but im really hope that we're gonna okay soon!

cuz, im going back to KL this weekend!

and i will never can meet him, hugs and kiss him!

OMG!

i knw imma week without him by my side~

i really hope, that soon as possible, i can stay with him in KL..

i really dont want to loose him!

we're LOST!

`

hmmm~

i cant lie to my self that im reallyinto him!

i do love him so much!

i cant even lost him!

he is my soul~

just, i dnt knw..

why this lately both of us seems something not right~

i can see that he'd changed!

i meant, all of time he never said anything about break up of etc..

but now, its like a simple words to him...

like wanna leave me or something...

for god sake, i need the old him!

im so fucking hopeless...

theres nothing on my mind~

what i can do is,, just pray~

6 day more!

6 days to go and im gonna leave him :(

oh my lord... 

the feels only god knows...

seriously, i have no life without him by my side...

i just want him to be on my side!

i will try my best to make him stay with me always...

i will try make our relation happy enough even far...

i love him so much!

he's my breath!

he's my world!

he's my happiness!

may god let us be together no matter what!

i promise!

after i get my goals i will marry you bii!

i will~ ;))
may god bless us~

grey hair!!! OMG!

i want this hair badly!!!

to get te perfect blonde+white+grey colour perfectly!

first!! kenalah bleach rambut tuu dulu ^_^

after that!!! baru laa colour guna aqua greyy by gatsby!

HAHAHAHA

-__-

kay aku mcm paham kann -.-

LOL

whatever~ i want this hair so badly!! serious ahhh!

jealous siaaa T.T

sexooo part!

TROLOLOL!

my faceeee! hahaha!

mintak kena kick siaaa! serious shit!

HAHAHA

whatever is~

i had a great day with him! 

muaccccch! <3

18 april i met him :))

awwwww~ i dont know why! im so happy meet him yesterday!

OMG!

he act soo sweet on me :)

awww~

thats make me melting!!

but i still cant forget the time he tickling me till i burst out laughing!

hahahaha~ im soooo into him now!!

i guess, we're much happy now!! 

sooo happy!!

thanks LORD <3

made by my LOVE!

myLOVE made this for me!

awww~

thanks babyyy!

iloveyousomuchh!

my hair!!

ohmy!

iloveherhair!

hahaha~

okay girls, since im not a school kids anymore,

im always wanna change my hair colour!!

and its not a dark colour! but bright colour!

like so OMG!

certain colours is not suitable with me, mostly is a bright colour la,,,

but...

heck i care uh?

so yea.... i've done with bleach and pink!!!

and i dye it black back!

and nowwwww! 

im gonna dye it with this three colours!

blond! grey! white!!

hahaha!

LOL!

just wait!!! 

lovehim and will always do :)

i have less than 1month to spend my time with him  before i go to KL :(

like HELL NO!

i wont leave him!!! :'(

swear to GOD...

ineedhimtobeonmysidealways!!!

im so freaking down this lately :(

cuz i cant imagine what will happen to us to me to him :(

rarely text, rarely meet!

ohhh damn!

but i believe both of us will still maintain together and our relation is more stronger than before...

iloveyou and nothing can seperate us bii :'))

she's my IDOL!!

KIMORA LEE SIMMONS!

a great womannnnn!

awwwww~ i want to be like herr!

be a successful woman like herr!

so OMG!

she is a model, fashion designer, judge for many models, and a single mom!!!

KLMU(fashion design)

beepbeep~

aku dah nak sambung belajar seh next month!!

menghadap lahh bukubuku nii -.-'

haiss~

actually tanak pergi pun,,,tanak tinggalkan JOHOR nii!

:(

but what can i do?kena pergi juga ke kuala lumpur tuu -.-

a bored place everrr! duhhhh~

nvm,,, just for 2 years and half :)

haisss~ menuntut ilmu sehingga berjaya :)) cehhh -.-'

errr~ hope sgt dorg yg kat JOHO tak lupakan aku :(

hmm~ sedih kutt -.-

confirm aku tepu punyer kat KL tuu -.-

errrr!!! dgn mak aku sumer kat joho :( ohmygod! sedihnyee!

tak pnah stay jauhjauh dri mak akuu :(

hmmm~ and my mr.popeye :( im gonna miss him a lot!

seriously!!! like OMG! i dont want to go there!!

fuck laa -.-''

lost my phone for the second time :)

on 13 april around 4 am!

i lost my samsung galaxy young!!!

i just bought it two months ago :(

OMG!

miss my phone!

luckily! my mom didnt BEBEL kayy -.-

haisss~ im so careless -.-

this is the second time you knw??

duhhh~ after 2 weeks i will get my new phone -.-

haisss~ i wish that is iphone4s xD

HAHAHAHA

love this babeh!

love this a lot!

why??

because its damn true~

you've heard what people told you about me and what i've done~

but you dont ever know its true or not~

and you?

still believe the rumors even you dont know the real stories :)

so yeaa :)

keep put your believing to untrusted stories or rumors about me :))

well~ it just me know what i've been through :))

funnnnfair~

FUN FAIR!!!

if i go here!!!

serious shitttt!

i dont want to go homeeeeee!

HAHAHAHA~

but yeahh,,, msia fun fair is quite bored!!!

not like in USA!

damn shiokkk!!!

i wishhh~ i can go there with my fiancee!!!

fuhhhh~

OMLORD!!!

why she's sooo gorgeous???!!

melting uh :( 

i wish i can have a perfect shape like this!!!

baby! help me to get a perfect shape like herrr!!

pleaseeee :S

she's hipsterdip~

uh uh siol~

i likeee the way she's dressing :))

ohmyyy~

secret and him :)

i have secret and same with you guys right??

but yeaa~ i will share everything with my fiancee :))

dari small matter till biggest secret!!

dari yg remeh temeh till yg serious xD

hehehe~

cuz what?

i trust him a lotttt~

he just like my peti besi! anything i've told him, he will keep it save!

hikkhokkk~

thanks baby!!!

thanks cuz always listen to me sayang :))

iloveyouandalwaysdo :))

sleepOVER with mr.FERD!!!!

last night i went to Ferd housee againnnn!!!

have a great night ever with him!!!

he's MINE!!!

naughty G and nutella~

naughty G and nutella!!!

this 2 things MUST have in my refrigerator!!!

HAHAHAHA

webbie with FERD -.-

 nii time2 aku nak tydo act -.-

dier bole ajak aku webbie pulakkan -.- 

layankannnn~

tuupp tuuppp~

tgh webbie tuu bole pulakkk aku tertydo -.-

damn uh siol!

dier perhatikan jee aku tertydo that time xD

paiseh uh siol!

big laugh siaaa tengok aku tydo!

siol nye ferd ge print screen aku tgh tydo -.-

LOL!

tapi tapi -.-

sempat siaaa bkin benda nii time aku nak shut down lappy xD HAHAHA

bikin pkai phone trusss send pat facebook xD

hikkkhokkk~

OMG ITS TRIBAL PRINT!!!!

                                         

 oh MY! im soooo addicted to tribal print!!!

its gorgeous!!!

freaking stylicious!

damn into this tribal print babeh!!!

really addict to this thingy!

okay look~

the related matters between me and my fucking fiance is...

HIPSTER & TRIANGLE!

imma hipster!

&

he loves triangle a lot!!!

and you know what?

both of this ''thing'' is related to each other!

awesome right?

this is what they call...

HIPSTER TRIANGLE! <3

awww~ 

here the explanation ^___^

• Triangles, with their three points, tesselate brilliantly. This allows them to literally “fit in” anywhere, making them conformist and mainstream. Hipsters, being the very opposite, cling to the triangle as a symbol of the irony they hold so dear.
• Pointy and sharp, the triangle symbolises biting wit and prickly individuality, true ideals of the Hipster.
• The triangle is the symbol for capital Delta, the sign for change. Being a new-age movement and striving to be considered apart from the rest of the population, the Hipster views themself as a kind of Delta.

get it now???

Hipsters are also often considered to have their own beliefs and ways of living. The triangle has a New Age symbolism that perfectly describes their way of life. 

awww~ beach party and i want it one more time baby!!!

guess whaaaaaaaaaat??

i missed this a lot!!!!

ohh lord!!!

beach party again pleaseeee!!!

this is so fucking fun!

have a great party ever with my freaking fiancee!

but its not awesome like at sentosa! tettt!!!

HAHAHA~

baby boo :) did you miss this time???

i hope yess!

we had a great moments bii! 

loveyou!!!

me and you gonna rock and roll like this again when im free!!! 

just get ready!

muaaaaaaaahx!

its both of us!

tupai dgn rabbit -.-

im gonna miss the kisses <3

 we born to be together :))

this picture was taken on 25 of march, the last day i stayed with him!

omg!

it was the perfect last day for me!

im gonna miss how he hugs me, he kissed me and much more!

and im gonna miss to see him on my side when i woke up :))

baby boo :) im really missed the time i oversleep with you!

gonna miss him!

why im gonna miss him??

cuz start on 26 of march, half from my day i will be in spore -.- 

thats mean... both of us will rarely texting!! oh gosh!!!

and guess what??? im not going to meet him till end of april :'(

can you imagine that?? 

rarely text and cant meet for 1 month!!!

urgh~

serious shit im gonna misss him badly!

he is everything for me :(

i hope i can live my day without any tears on my cheek on the next day :')

i dont care anymore!

okay look,,, 

people nowdays not thinking out of the box!

am i right?

ohh pleaseeee! wake up guys and babes! 

o0o

we're nothing but we're something

i just dont know what to say,, 

i sooo in love with this guy!

feaking fall in love!

but then,

i still mentel with another guy -.-''

now, we're nothing,

cuz im not into to any relation with him or another guy ;)

but yeaaa! im still fucking date with him xD

hehehe~

loveyouuumyDATEguy :*

new year!

 i wish nothing <3