actually, I did this when I was bored. we do not send a message after the meeting. ouuh .. so miss him. maybe he was very tired -,,- nevermind~ let him rest. But I cant sleep! had wanted at 3:15 in the morning but still cant sleep. I hope that when he woke up later he will send a message or call me. I eagerly message from him. I want to send a message to him, but fear of disturbing him, so I just deliver the message through facebook:) i miss him so much! <3 <3 iloveyou ferdaus!

my LOVE

29 OF AUG: fewwww~ imisshim~ really miss him! i dont know why, lately i felt something different -,-' i just wanna be with him~ ;) i need him & i love him so much!!! <3 <3

my mangkuk ayun!

heyyy mangkuk ayun FERDAUS !!! for chu sweetheart <3 <3 loveyouuuu!

 heyyaaaa! did chuuuuu see the picture above??? fewww~ damn awesome chu know!!! im gonna pierce like that 1week before SPM or after SPM!! gorgeous babeh xD loveeeeeee it! <3

Christian TV - Love 2 Baby

love 2 BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ <3

Jennifer Lopez - I'm Into You ft. Lil Wayne

this song i heard when i was clubbing at 9mm :) i felt really sexy when dj's play this songs :D but,, its gonna be awesome if my boyfriend also theres be with me :D feeewww~ iloveit!!! <3

Goldfish & Blink Ft Altimet & ZE! - In The House

okayyy :) swear vdeo nii merepek -,-'' music okay ,,, n how bout the vdeo sakk?? o,0'' merepek nohh! hellooooooo~ you guys bole bt vdeo yg more better than this kott i guess.. fewww~

high feverrrrrr~ annoy' me sakk!

errr~ damn sick right now babeh -,-'' panadol make me sick plus sick n sick!! grr~ my headache make me wanna hit my head on the wall -,-'' my flu make me flu damn messy! my fever make me wanna die early!!! my pills make me wanna vomit! sakk uh!! fuhhhh~ whats wrong with me i also dont know~ nahhh! i guess, mybe i think too much about my problems --, but wait! ape sakk masala aku??? -,,-'' ishhh~ fewww~ nak baek demam cepattt!!! grrrr~

my BLOOD

heyy bitch!!! you seeeee that gurl??? o,0 haa~ she is my HALF BLOOD yoooo~ nameee dia,,, anak OTHMAN... hehe..ouhhh~ wrong wrong :/ name dia NUR AISHAH OTHMAN.. haa~ baru betul xD act,,, its damn hard wanna describe bout her -,-'' pffttt~ but what i really sure bout her, she's damn CUTE! sometimes she's damn funny and quite crazy yooo~ but... sometimes she's really moody~ fuyooooo~ on that time i really scared wanna poke her siaa -,- ohh yarhhh :) at my school,, other students also call her BLURCOCK xD if im not mistaken laaa~ HAHAHAHA~ well~ she's really blur act xD thats what i like bout her dooood :D she's always  care bout me!!!!!!!!!! but didnt care bout herself -,- guess what,, she wish that god gave her a SICKNESS... wtf -,- weirdo girl siaaa -,-  but whatever is~ ILOVEHERRRRRRRRR! grrr~ my lil' girl, i'll always be on your side :D <3 <3 <3

my NYAWA

heyyy dudeeeee and babeeee :D did you saw this guy??? o,0 if you all wanna know he is my lovey dovey guy!!! grrrr~ really "KAMCING'' sakk with me :) he also my party people guy :) i met him on 2008 i guess,,, i was in form 2 on that time! HAHAHA~ we never talk with eachother on that time :) just always meet at town :) pffttt~ on that time i really dont like him -,-'' i also dont know what makes me hates him a lot! HAHAHA~ but, a few years later,, on that time,, MYspace is damn hot, i addin' him on myspace and we start chating together :) he takes my numberPhone!!! awww~ <3 HAHAHA~ we texting, but not in the long time :) just for a few weeks i guess -,-'' then then then,, afew months later both of us starts texting again and always hangout together :) fuhhhhh~ we're really closed until his friends thinks we're lovers! HAHAHA... stupid siaaa~ and a days later! on 11 of feb 2011 :) he purpose me as his girlfriend :D awww~ I LOVE HIM!!! and hell yeahhh! i xcept him as my HEART! <3 <3 and now,, 6months we have been together :) i hope our relation will last long until the worl ends :) <3 <3 FERDAUS you are my only one :D <3

my LIGHTENING

he's the one i need in my life <3