lost

i lost my self~

i mess up! a lot!

if only i can go far from this fucking place and leave everyone,

i will~

i hate my self..

i hate ppl surrounding me...

i hate what is happening around me...

i hate everything...

everything~

im tired~

tired for fake smile~

tired for pretend like everything was okay~

im tired of everything~

everything~

what all i can do is~

'lock my self in the dark'