well~

now i go again with another guy~

after what happened before~

im tired to love again~

i go with the normal feeling~

i dont trust him even he is my bf~

yeahh~

im tired & scared my past will begin again~

so, i keep "played" with another guy behind him~

one day~

i met him at city~

i saw his eyes filled with love and honesty~

omgucci~

i still see his eyes...

on night~

im lying on my bed and thinking about him~

suddenly i realize something~

ohhmygucci~

tears on my cheeks~

he really loves me~

ohhgod~

what i;ve done to him~

:'(

i ask him for forgiveness~

but~

i know its too late for that~

i regret~